If anyone ever bothered to read my tumblr, they’d know the truth behind everything.
I love you indefinitely. And theres nothing I want more then to be happy with you. Ive found my perfect match. My puzzle piece that fits me just right. You’re amazing in every possible way and everything I need. I want us to be cute. And to be forever. But I put myself in this ridiculous situation. And everyone knows I should be with you. But Do I have the strength to hurt someone this bad? For my own happiness? How selfish is that ?
But a wise soul once told me when it comes to love the only thing that matters is how happy YOUR heart is.
So then where does that leave me,
It leaves me in this warm chair. Staring down at an empty page, lacking every sort of creativity and joy.
My other half is staring me in the face. That romantic movie with the guy you’ve always dreamed of having I have Right next to me. And my lack if testicles is the only thing holding me back. I need to act before I lose you. Before you hate me. Before everything you feel for me fades away and turns to nothing but a numb memory.