Bonnie

Okay tumblr. Time to be honest. I want to feel the way I used to feel with him. But he truth is, of the various guys I have … none make me feel that way. I miss it. I miss him. I miss us. I miss making memories with him. And now I’ve made 3 guys fall in love with me all of which aren’t you.

Its forbidden that I should ever date a nice guy my age.

You are sweet. Occasionally. And although you can be wonderful and have so much potential I feel like I’m your last resort because Every other girl didn’t work out or meet your standards. You say the rudest things to me and I take it. Because I see you and how great you can be. But the truth is at some point I need to put my feelings first. And stand up for myself. If this makes you unhappy and leave me.. then so be it. I’d like to say I’ve earned the ability to be strong and leave someone who acts like they don’t need me.

And the disgusting truth is, I’m always gonna love you.